home *** CD-ROM | disk | FTP | other *** search
- SPREAD-EAGLE
-
- You take my hand and lead me across the large, dimly-lit, unfamiliar
- apartment into an even darker room. I can barely distinguish the outlines
- of a brass bed in the corner. You push a switch and the room fills with
- a soft, warm light. We walk toward the bed. I take off my over-sized black
- T-shirt, and I am naked underneath except for the gold chain around my neck.
- You gently push me onto the bed, tie a silk scarf around my left
- wrist, and tie the scarf to the bed-post. You move over me on the bed and
- tie up my right wrist. You kiss me gently on the lips and stroke my hair for
- a while. Then you move down and tie my ankles to the two posts at the foot
- of the bed. I am filled with a strange mixture of feelings: expectancy,
- helplessness, tension, fear, and surging, overflowing desire. I turn
- my head toward the wall, close my eyes, and lightly bite my lower lip.
- ***
- I tie your right ankle to a bed post. The silk scarf gently brushes
- against your silky flesh. And I can feel uncontrollable desire rising
- within me. I then tie your left ankle. I bend down and softly kiss your
- foot. Inside the arch at first, then I let my tongue slide between your
- toes. Back and forth. You begin to strain against the scarves. A gasp. I
- move upward along your leg, dropping kisses as I go along. It's an
- interminable journey that ends up where your wonderful, smooth... But not
- yet. I lick your clitoris once, ever so furtively. And move on.
- Your breasts. Firm, perfect half-spheres. Your nipples. Very, very
- hard. I gently kiss one, then the other. I lean on you, pin you down as
- you lie naked, defenseless, spread-eagled. I suck on your nipple. You
- turn toward me. Then toward the wall. Then back. A giggle. A sigh. A gasp.
- I suck, lick, kiss, then ... lightly ... bite just once. You shriek. But
- your wet lips and misty eyes tell me you want me, just as much as I want
- you. I start licking you. Just one long, long lick. From your nipple ...
- to your arm pit ... along your arm ... the palm of your hand (You're in
- mine. I love it.) ... I suck your fingers one by one. You tug and strain.
- The old brass bed won't let go. You smell of desire.
- ***
- I am made of desire. It is as if everything else has disappeared.
- I want you, I keep wanting more of you. I keep wanting more of everything
- you do, but you move on. You leave me up there, on the edge of a scream.
- I want to hold on to you, to guide your hands, your mouth, but I am helpless.
- I strain against the scarves, and thrust my hips forward. You pin me back down.
- I feel your finger between my labia, gently stroking while your mouth slides
- up my belly. You kiss my breasts, and give my left nipple another gentle
- bite. I want to scream but you won't let me do even that. You cover my mouth
- with your lips. My scream becomes a long, helpless moan.
- I slide my tongue into your mouth, our tongues meet for a moment, then
- you pull away from my lips. I beg you with my eyes. "Please don't," I whisper,
- "please, I want to kiss you." But you won't listen. I close my eyes again.
- Your finger is joined by your thumb. You stroke my vulva rhythmically, giving
- my clit an occasional gentle squeeze. I begin to move my hips to your
- rhythm... I am ready to explode. Then, suddenly, you are gone. I open my
- eyes and search for you among the shadows. You are leaning against the
- farther wall, your arms crossed, watching me with a not-so-gentle smile
- on your lips. I writhe madly. I can't bear the helplessness anymore. I
- beg you with all my might to come back to me. But to no avail.
- ***
- I leave you to your misery and go to the kitchen. I come back with an
- ice cube and show it to you. You start writhing with anticipation. You beg me
- not to. I hold the ice cube with the tip of my fingers, just above your
- smooth, velvety pussy. As it melts slowly, I watch a drop form underneath,
- then fall. You gasp. It runs down your lips and disappears among your
- luscious folds. What I would give to be a drop of water now. Another one
- forms, hesitates a while, then takes a plunge. I move the ice cube around,
- taking special notice of your most sensitive spots. Then I lower it and
- touch your mons. I play with you a while, then glide it up, into your belly
- button and out again. You shriek and squirm. I move the ice around your
- nipples. You try to move, but you cannot. I put the ice in my mouth, then
- take it out and start eating you. Cold. Wet. I love eating you. I love it.
- I slide up towards you and without warning enter you. Ohhhhh. I bend
- down and start licking your nipples, playfully torturing them as I thrust
- in and out. First slowly, deeply, as you like it best. Then I speed up. You
- start wriggling madly. "Stop!" you gasp, "you are driving me crazy!" I
- slow down, but in my own time. I kiss your smooth arm pits, kiss your neck,
- suck on your ear lobes, tongue your ears. I pass my fingers through your
- hair, grab your head and start smothering you with kisses. As I thrust
- deeper, you start moaning. I can see your hands straining against the scarves,
- you are slowly tensing up. But I do not want you to come yet. I stop, smile
- at you -- no, no, a very gentle smile this time, loving, adoring, but
- playful -- and slowly pull out. You loose control and scream for me to stay.
- Too late... I'm out.
- ***
- I beg you in every language I know to let me come. "No," you
- say. "I'm afraid that is not possible right now. But you are allowed to
- make another wish and who knows, it might be granted." How can I wish for
- anything else when I am so consumed with the need to end this torture!?
- But then I realize that there are two needs, not one. I need to come, but
- independently, I want you close, I want to feel you inside me. "O.K.," I
- say. "Let me eat you, then."
- You look into my eyes, searchingly, for a moment; then you nod. I'm
- happy, but I wish I had my hands free to play with myself while I eat
- you. I know it is out of the question, so I don't even ask you to untie
- my hands (At least one? No, I don't think so). You kneel over my head
- and pass your feet under my outstretched arms. Then you lower yourself
- over my face and slide your cock into my mouth. This is a brand new
- sensation for me; I am so used to being in control while I eat you...
- Now I can't even move -- I am totally at your mercy. I feel more
- helpless and vulnerable than I have ever felt before. You slightly lift
- my head with one hand while holding on to the bed-post with the other
- and move slowly at first. I feel your hardness inside my mouth... I
- can smell you... it drives me mad! I squirm helplessly for a while,
- then my hips fall into rhythm with your slow thrusting. But I need more
- -- I need to be touched, to be helped... I moan. I open my eyes for a
- moment and look up at you. What I see turns me on even more than I
- already was (I had thought that was impossible). I would give anything
- to be allowed to come right now. Suddenly, your rhythm changes. You
- begin to move faster, to thrust deeper into my mouth.
- ***
- I hold your head and slide in and out of your mouth. I peek at
- your outstretched body. Very, very naked. Very, very taut. Your wrists
- fastened to the bedposts, your hands in helpless fists. Your ankles tied
- to the bedposts, stretching the scarves. Your hips imperceptibly arching,
- heaving, your bare pussy swollen and beckoning. I catch you looking at
- me. This will not do. I reach for another scarf and gently blindfold you.
- You want to protest, but with me in your mouth, you can only moan. I
- continue to thrust in and out. Your tongue... your tongue... How do you
- do that..? I am losing control. Shall I come? Not yet. I slow down. You
- want to keep moving, but I don't let you.
- The time is approaching. I slide out of you and move back, all the
- way to the edge of the bed. I stare at you. Your mouth half open, wet,
- glistening. Your chest heaving up and down. Your hips trying so desperately
- to move... and so unsuccessfully. I caress your legs, brush against your
- pussy (you are so wet!), cup your breasts (they are so hard!). You moan.
- The time is here. I love you. I want you. Now.
- ***
- I squirm and writhe desperately while I try to figure out what is to
- happen to me next You have moved away, I can't see you. I cannot take this
- anymore. I want you inside me. Now. You pull off my blindfold. You are on
- top of me once again. Our lips meet. I have an uncontrollable urge to wrap
- myself around you...my arms around your neck, my legs around your waist...
- But I can't. I writhe and press my pelvis against you, instead. You slide
- inside me in one smooth easy thrust. For a moment, I feel myself forced
- open...you are so hard and so thick... We continue to kiss passionately as
- you thrust inside me. Your rhythm quickens. I feel a wet warmth start up
- around my pelvis and slowly envelope my whole body. I feel like a stretched
- bow, ready to snap. You raise yourself on your hands, thrusting deeper and
- harder. I can feel the tension building up inside you, your eyes closed,
- your head thrown back.
- A scream escapes my mouth with the first convulsion, and is muffled as
- you gently press your hand over my mouth. I hang there for a few seconds,
- in sheer torment, unable to move as my instincts urge me to, and then the
- rest of the orgasm comes, so violently that I can feel tears running down
- my eyes. You tense up, let out a long moan as you come. I respond to every
- move you make inside me with yet another convulsion. How long does it take?
- I really don't know but by the end, I am almost unconscious. You lower your
- body over mine, breathless. We stay like that for a while, again, I have no
- idea how long. Then, you get up and untie me. As I curl up in your arms,
- in a swoon, I am already more than half way into planning my revenge.
-